...In this world pain, sin, sickness and sorrow swirl around and within. With uncertainty and ambiguity as normative, I need to be reminded of Truth... regularly. And, I love tools that help remind me.
A while back, I started to "require" myself to sit down periodically throughout the day... to sit, to be still and to worship. I have it on my "to do" list (isn't that a bit silly?) I put it there to "check off" each day--- did I sit and worship today? Did I stop and find the quiet today? I attempt this most days and it has become a sweet rhythm-of-quiet to a full, and sometimes, loud life.
One tool I have been using during one of my daily "sits" has been the beautiful worship moments created by Pray as You Go.org... you really must visit and have a listen.
Today, the song used leading into worship was Bach's Cantada 82. The words sung are "Ich habe genug"... Translated: I have enough.
I have enough. My cup runs over...
Taken from the story of Simeon in the gospel of Luke, the words of this Canatada speak of a soul that is at rest in God. They remind us that in Him we have enough. He is our enough. When we have taken Jesus within and walk in His love, we have enough.
Each day the struggle begins with the feelings of "not enough". Do you ever feel it?!
...not enough sleep. ...not enough time. ...not enough energy. ....not enough strength or not enough faith or fun or clothes. ..."not enough" is the continual cry of our day. "Not enough" is the mantra and the music that plays amidst the pain and sorrow and busyness of our world. But, it isn't Truth.
Today, I am reminded of Truth. He is enough. The Lord is my shepherd and I have all I need. All that I need. I have enough. My eyes are lifted, my heart is resting.
Bach's Cantada 82:
I have enough,
I have taken the Savior, the hope of the righteous,
into my eager arms;
I have enough!
I have beheld Him,
my faith has pressed Jesus to my heart;
now I wish, even today with joy to depart from here.
I have enough
My comfort is this alone,
that Jesus might be mine and I His own.
In faith I hold Him,
there I see, along with Simeon,
already the joy of the other life.
I have enough.